Monday, 21 December 2015

How to Win the Battle

When I learnt to control my mind, I felt better
But sometimes the mind still took advantage and became reckless
Just a little thought the mind could be triggered and then running as crazily as a horse without a head-collar
When I thought of you and her
How quickly you can forget everything between me and you and start dating someone else and ready for a new page
When I thought of what you told me in the airport
When I thought of what you told me when we were breaking up
When I thought of what you told me in your very last message
When I thought of what I told me about you and her
.......
I thought I thought and I thought
Until the mind started becoming broken
The heart ached again
The emotion overwhelmed the whole body 
And the body started trembling
Of all these I couldn't do anything
I was just standing there watching the mind fighting with the emotion 
A helpless figure
All of a sudden I would become conscious
I told myself
"Everything happens for a reason"
"One's departure brings the arrival of the next best thing"
"The best way to remedy a break-up is to live better than that other one"
......
I tried to find every possible word that could make me feel positive
Like a mental I talk with myself time after time
Bit after bit I learnt the key to win this battle is to take over both the mind and emotion
Only did I become the master of both, I shall find peace of mind





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