Goodbye My Love

Dear L,


We have come a long way since we've began.
And now we come to an end.
I have pictured many times in my mind how we could hold hand in hand and walk till the end.
But now i just realise im not your girl.
It breaks my heart to admit this fact.

Meeting you in the second year of Australia was the most beautiful incident could ever happen.
We had the best moment.
We had the best holidays.
I had the best year in my 27 years of life. They will now become memory which I can only linger from time to time.

Thank you for everything, for being patient with my problems all the time, for caring me and for loving me.
I still remember the night when you came back after drinking with Chicco the whole day.
Your words and tear melt my heart. Starting from now on, while no one will fix me, I will try to fix myself.
You have always been the source of my happiness.
Starting from now on, I will try to find happiness on my own.
You have been my world.
And now the world is destroyed so I will start building my own one.

Thinking that one day we two will be fading out of each other's life, it hurts so much.
All the energy, life and hope seem to be drained from my body.
But don't worry.
I'm not giving up.
I'll move on.
Hope one day I will find the man who will love me totally though I have never had luck in love.
I wish everything the best to you.
There's always a place in my heart which belongs to you.
Love you always.