Dear L,
Finally I decided to give it a try.
I went for a date tonight.
He was a very nice guy, tho I just knew him for the first time.
He is funny, straight-forward, gentle although a bit too proud of himself.
At the end of our date, we kissed.
It's a nice long kiss, which I missed after months.
I however cried on the way going back home.
I thought of you again.
It's a fact that I keep ignoring these days - you are still living inside at a corner of my heart.
I always feel reluctant to date someone since we have broken up.
Because my heart doesn't feel like to let you go.
She already gets used to your existence within her.
She knows if one day I'm going to accept someone else, I will have no choice but to get rid of you completely, to make room for the other one.
This makes her ache.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to do this.
I went for a date tonight.
He was a very nice guy, tho I just knew him for the first time.
He is funny, straight-forward, gentle although a bit too proud of himself.
At the end of our date, we kissed.
It's a nice long kiss, which I missed after months.
I however cried on the way going back home.
I thought of you again.
It's a fact that I keep ignoring these days - you are still living inside at a corner of my heart.
I always feel reluctant to date someone since we have broken up.
Because my heart doesn't feel like to let you go.
She already gets used to your existence within her.
She knows if one day I'm going to accept someone else, I will have no choice but to get rid of you completely, to make room for the other one.
This makes her ache.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to do this.
Love,
M
M
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